What is the point ?

Tell me about it.
"What is the point? That is what must be borne in mind. Sometimes the point is really who wants what.  Sometimes the point is what is right or kind. Sometimes the point is a momentum, a fact, an audit finding, a quality, a voice, an intimation, a thing said or unsaid. Sometimes it's who's at fault, or what will happen if you do not move at once. The point changes and goes out. You cannot be forever watching for the point, or you lose the simplest thing: being a major character in your own life. But, if you are, for any length of time, custodian of the point- in art, in court, in politics, in sport, in lives, in rooms- it turns out there are rear-guard actions everywhere. Now and then, a small foray is worthwhile. Just so that being constantly, complacently, thoroughly wrong does not become the safest position of them all. The point has never quite been entrusted to me."
  - whored from the Brownstone (a collection of stories from the New Yorker).

Thank you Sandy for making me get the point!
As the world was busy rubbishing Lance Armstrong I was being discreet deleting his picture from my i-phone wallpaper. Just the same my phone had overnight done a Phelps makeover thanks to news media of the world! Somewhere it felt even morally rephrensible at the time to drop my hero, my sex siren just like that. I was feeble and gave in to this whole  "discretion
is the better part of valor" thingy.

But I think I now know better than to blindly follow the mob. Lance was and remains a cycling great; his doping history regardless. You can't pump dope into my system and expect me to churn out a world class performance. It's as simple as that. The only redemption is for me to get him back on my wallpaper and all will be forgiven.

                                    The Day Before

                                     Yesterday

                                   and  Today

                              

Anatomy of Lust

I kid myself into thinking this is the last gay entry I will attempt before moving on to something more substantive in life. If it weren't for smegmalicious dudes like him I probably would have succeeded calling it quits with my wild forays into gaydom.

Sexual arousal permeates through my lymph thinking tactile thoughts about HIM. The priapismic pain I obtain each time my mind's eye wanders in HIS direction hurts so much I could laugh. No wonder they say, what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.

It's really starting to hurt now, c'est tout !

Forgive me Helena for I have sinned.

When all around me there is undignifiable mania to try and conform, mold and adapt to a set way of doing things what chance do I ever stand of  entering in a gay civil union?! About 1 in a trillion?! Hope Aamir is able to, in Season 2 of Satya Meva Jayete, dedicate an entire episode to the Right to Gayness- an unassailable fundamental right of every citizen in a free India.

Come now, I must steal some temps de l' amour with my gay lover but first I must find HIM.