Getting Cagey

Jarred & JADED and Jaded and JARRED is what happens to you when aspirations for greatness are forced on you in one swallow.
It isn’t clear to me whether I want to be all which others expect of me. Is ordinariness and imperfection such an aberration that I cannot hold my chin up high and admit to making a mistake and on more than one occasion? So what if leadership qualities don’t come to me naturally?! How can you make me feel so horrible for the way I am the way I am!

I feel imprisoned in your aura even in the absence of it.
When will these shenanigans ever end ? Indeed, when will all of this end? With me ?! Dear God, I hope not.

Jarring and jading will lead to fading of this vintage Wine, err… Life before it is allowed to mature.

Cribbing ain’t all that bad as I am finding out.